SOAP Journal – 13 November 2017 (2 Samuel 12:1-15)

Then David said to Nathan, “I have sinned against the LORD.”

And Nathan said to David, “The LORD also has taken away your sin; you shall not die. However, because by this deed you have given occasion to the enemies of the LORD to blaspheme, the child also that is born to you shall surely die.”

2 Samuel 12:13-14

After David and Bathsheba sinned and after David had Uriah killed as a cover-up, the prophet Nathan comes to David with a message from the LORD. The message is couched in a parable — the story of the wealthy man taking the poor man’s lamb to feed a guest (vv 1–4) — and David is rightly indignant about the actions of the wealthy man in the story (vv 5–6).

When Nathan confronts David with the idea that he (David) is the wealthy man from the story (vv 7–12), David confesses his sin (v 13a). It is worthy of note that David does not ask for forgiveness or try to make a plea bargain with God or any of the other things to which I find myself tempted. David simply admits that what he did was sinful. And David’s confession results in forgiveness of his sin (v 13b), just as I am told that I am forgiven if I confess my sin (1 John 1:9).

Nathan has one last piece of bad news for David: the son born to David and Bathsheba will die. The reason given for the child’s death is that David and Bathsheba’s actions gave occasion to LORD’s enemies to blaspheme. If God were to allow the child to live, the enemies of God might take that as a tacit approval of what David and Bathsheba had done. So, the child had to die. More, the child’s death as an infant is a piece of mercy compared to what the rest of David’s children will endure. David’s family is the poster family for dysfunction. Amnon will rape his half-sister Tamar and Tamar’s brother, Absalom, will murder Amnon for that. Later, Absalom will stage a coup and murder more of David’s children. Things get messy and this infant boy passes from life into eternity without enduring any of that.

This account brings me around to God’s forgiveness. The only requirement for me to receive God’s forgiveness is for me to confess my sin. David confessed his sin — I have sinned against the LORD — and was forgiven — The LORD also has taken away your sin; you shall not die. There is, however, an often-overlooked caveat to this: God forgives the punishment for my sin, the consequence may very well still follow. If I commit sexual sin, then it is entirely likely that unplanned pregnancies or disease may result. If I commit violence, then it is likely I will suffer violence. If I lie habitually, then I am likely to be caught in those lies or be lied to in ways that cause me harm. If I steal, then I am likely to be caught and suffer the consequences for that crime. I may even be stolen from. No action is without reaction and God’s promise is to forgive me my sin, not to take away the consequence of it.

Father, thank You that You are faithful to forgive me my sin and cleanse me of all unrighteousness if I will but confess my sin. Thank You that David is given as an example of that forgiveness. Please make my heart one that is willing and ready to confess when I sin and make my mind one that is aware that actions have consequences.

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SOAP Journal – 10 November 2017 (2 Samuel 11)

Now when the wife of Uriah heard that Uriah her husband was dead, she mourned for her husband. When the [time of] mourning was over, David sent and brought her to his house and she became his wife; then she bore him a son. But the thing that David had done was evil in the sight of the LORD.

2 Samuel 11:26-27

The story is well-known: David sends the army out to war and stays home. He wanders around on the palace roof one evening and sees an attractive woman bathing. He could have left it there, but he did not. He makes inquiry and finds out who she is and brings her to the palace and sleeps with her and gets her pregnant. He then calls her husband back from the war and tries to get him (the husband) to sleep with his wife so the pregnancy can look okay. When the husband refuses on grounds of honor, David sends him back to the war with a letter that is his death sentence. The man dies. David marries the widow. Months later, a baby boy is born.

There is much blame that could be spread around between David and Bathsheba (Uriah’s wife/widow) with regard to their adultery. Looking at a couple commentators, there is always an attempt to understand why Bathsheba did not object to David’s advances. The Bible gives me no such insight. All I am told is that they — David and Bathsheba — are guilty of adultery.

But David adds to his sin. David goes on to indirectly murder Uriah. Had David merely sent Uriah back to the battle and he (Uriah) lost his life, then there would have been one less sin to David’s account. But David sends Uriah with the letter that places the mighty man (Uriah) at the place where the fighting was fiercest.

There is nothing new that I can add to the observations already made on this part of David’s life. It has already been observed that David ought to have been out at war with his armies and he would have thus avoided the temptation. It has already been said that he should have simply gone back into his house and put the bathing woman out of his mind. He had several wives already. And marriage is the place in which God condones sexual intercourse.

The chapter wraps up with the statement that the thing that David had done was evil in the sight of the LORD. Which thing? I suspect that the whole affair from lustful glance to murder is encapsulated in the thing that David had done. When the prophet Nathan comes to David to rebuke him, it is for the adultery. But the discipline comes for both the adultery (the child dies) and the murder (David’s family is plagued by internal problems from this point forward).

The application for me is this: Be where I should be and do what I should do and I will be less likely to see what I should not see and do what I should not do.

God in Heaven, thank You for not gilding those we see as heroes of the faith. Thank You for presenting them honestly, in all their humanity and limits and failures. It is an encouragement to know that You can still do mighty things in and through my life despite my limits and failures and faults and flaws. Please show me where I ought to be and what I ought to do and conform my will to want to be there and do that.

SOAP Journal – 31 August 2017 (1 Samuel 12)

Moreover, as for me, far be it from me that I should sin against the LORD by ceasing to pray for you; but I will instruct you in the good and right way.

1 Samuel 12:23

On the heels of Saul’s victory over Nahash, Samuel takes a moment and reminds the Israelites that this victory is a blessing in spite of the Israelites’ choices and actions, not because of them.

Samuel begins with challenging the people to step forward and bring an accusation against him if they have one and the Israelites say that they have no accusation to bring against Samuel (vv 1-5). Samuel continues by giving the Israelites a brief overview of God providing judges to deliver them from their oppressors (vv 6-11) and concludes, in verse 11, that God delivered you from the hands of your enemies all around, so that you lived in security. He concludes his exhortation by telling the Israelites that their choosing of a human king is a rejection of God’s Kingship over them (vv 12-25).

In the midst of the rebuke, the people ask Samuel to pray for them because they recognize that they have made a bad decision. Samuel responds with this morning’s verse.

Samuel sees praying for the Israelites as something God has told him to do and that to not do it would, for him, be sin. This sounds, to me, like a foretaste of what is written later by James (James 4:17): Therefore, to one who knows [the] right thing to do and does not do it, to him it is sin. Which jives with the fact that the Ten Commandments come in both proscriptive and prescriptive flavors, “do not”s and “do”s. It is just as wrong to not do the things I should as it is to do the things I should not.

Samuel gives a second part to his response which is that he will instruct the Israelites and their new king in the good and right way. Not only will Samuel continue to do the right thing himself, but he will instruct the Israelites on what the good and right way is for them to conduct themselves. Even as he is doing at that very moment.

Samuel’s response leaves me, as a follower of God, with two responsibilities. First, I am to pray for those for whom God tells me to pray. Second, I am to instruct as many as will listen in the good and right way. And these are challenging responsibilities. God tells me to pray for my enemies and those hurt me and misuse me as well as to pray for my fellow believers and those who love me. Jesus gives the best example of this when He prays for the soldiers crucifying Him. Their actions could not be any more heartless or abusive toward Him, yet He prayed that the Father would forgive them. And so should I pray for those who misuse and abuse me.

Father, thank You that Jesus gave Himself as an example of praying and for whom. Thank You that Samuel also desired to pray for those You had put on his heart and that he saw it as wrong not to. Please give me a heart that sees failing to pray for those You lay on my heart as just as wrong as every other sin. Please give me a heart that wants to speak the truth in love and so instruct others in the good and right way.

SOAP Journal – 08 August 2017 (Judges 19-21)

So the people came to Bethel and sat there before God until evening, and lifted up their voices and wept bitterly.

Judges 21:2

The book closes with the history of a Levite, his concubine, and the near-destruction of an entire tribe.

The Levite is from the hill country of Ephraim and his concubine runs back home to her father in Jerusalem. The Levite goes after her and her father persuades the Levite to stay a little extra time. When they finally do get going, it is late and they end up staying in a town belonging to Benjamites.

The scene turns sadly familiar as the men of the city surround the house where the Levite is staying wanting to sodomize him. The concubine is thrown to the wolves and they do horrible things to her until daybreak, at which time she succumbs to the trauma and dies. The Levite takes her corpse home, cuts it up in twelve pieces, and sends a piece to each of the tribes. The Israelites gather and the story is told to them and the Israelites determine that the city must be punished.  The tribe of Benjamin disagrees and a civil war ensures. The net result of this civil war is that only 600 men are left of the entire tribe of Benjamin when the dust settles.

The Israelites figure out how to get wives for those remaining men and allow the tribe to continue, but there is more than one instance of weeping and more than one cause for it.

The book wraps up with the statement that In those days there was no king in Israel; everyone did what was right in his own eyes (Judges 21:35).

This close of the book serves as a stark reminder of how far human depravity can go if left unchecked. If the preceding account was a reminder of how an individual’s sin can spread, then this is a cautionary tale against defending sin. Had the tribe of Benjamin allowed the guilty to be punished, then there would have been a much shorter account. Levite tells what happened, all of the Israelites go wipe out the guilty parties, everyone goes home grateful that things did not turn out worse. Instead, the entire tribe of Benjamin is nearly wiped out and thousands of Israelites along with them.

It is, perhaps, telling that the first king of Israel comes from the tribe of Benjamin. Saul is the king that the Israelites wanted. Tall, good-looking, strong, impressive in just about every way. He was also an often godless person. He is shown to frequently be ruled by his impulses. In short, he is an example that the tribe of Benjamin had not really learned all that much from what happens here.

Another notable Benjamite shows up in the New Testament. Another Saul, as it happens. This one persecutes followers of Christ, throwing them in prison and delivering them up to be beaten and killed. He thinks that he is doing God’s work, but he, like King Saul before him, is ruled by impulses and what he thinks is right. Until he meets Jesus.

If the unrepentant tribe of Benjamin in Judges and the impenitent King Saul in 1 Samuel are examples of what can happen when sin goes unchecked, then Saul of Tarsus (later Paul) is an example of how expansive the grace of God is. Paul repents and is used mightily by God — everything forgiven and remembered no more. King Saul does not repent, his life ending as he kills himself on the battlefield to avoid capture, and the throne passes to another line. The tribe of Benjamin does not repent and is almost wiped out. The difference is repentance.

And that is how this comes home to me. Repentance is the difference between a life that is squandered and a life into which God can pour His grace. Let me be searched by God and repent of whatever objectionable thing He finds in me. It is that repentance that opens the door to God’s grace and to my life being a blessing instead of a by-word.

Father, thank You for this example of how damaging sin can be. Please search me and reveal wrongs in me. I know some of them and I repent of them now, asking You to uproot them from me and lead me in the paths of righteousness. Please let my life be a testimony of what Your grace can accomplish instead of a cautionary tale about the damage that sin can do.

SOAP Journal – 26 June 2017 (Joshua 7:8-10)

“O Lord, what can I say since Israel has turned [their] back before their enemies? For the Canaanites and all the inhabitants of the land will hear of it, and they will surround us and cut off our name from the earth. And what will You do for Your great name?”

So the LORD said to Joshua, “Rise up! Why is it that you have fallen on your face?”

Joshua 7:8-10

The Israelites were victorious at Jericho, but one of them, Achan, decided to take some of the plunder when all of that had been consecrated to God.

The Israelites came to Ai and the spies checked things out and came back with the suggestion that Joshua only send up a couple thousand people, since the forces of the city were so insignificant. There is no record of Joshua consulting God on strategy or whether or not to take the advice of the spies. A couple thousand go up to fight and a few dozen die while the rest turn tail and run back to camp. Not the Israelites’ best day.

The first verse for this morning picks up midstream in that part of the story. Joshua hears about the defeat, tears his clothes, and falls to the ground in front of the Ark for the rest of the day. When Joshua starts talking, it is a lament that God ever brought them across the Jordan, since they were just going to be defeated. It seems to me that we too often forget the great things that God has done in and through us when we encounter defeat. The Israelites had just seen the walls of Jericho drop like the curtain at the end of a play. The Israelites had walked over the ruins of the walls and utterly destroyed every living thing in Jericho except Rahab and her family. That is victory writ large. But the Israelites get cocky then get cold-cocked and Joshua is on his face lamenting that God brought them across the Jordan just to destroy them. Then Joshua speaks the words of this morning’s verses.

I notice that he turns from “Why did You do this to us?” to What can I say?  He works through the initial anger and pain and loss to the realization that God was not consulted about this defeat until now. Joshua made this mess on his own.  The spies came back with good news: not much resistance in the next city. They had a recommendation: send only a few thousand. Had Joshua consulted God, then God might have told him to only send twelve people up AFTER they had removed the sin from the camp. But God was not consulted. Things looked easy, so the Israelites decided to coast on through. I see this same pattern played out in the lives of great men and women of God and in far lesser men of God like myself. God wins an amazing victory on our behalf and we get cocky. We think we can handle the little stuff on our own. But Paul wrote on this when he wrote that the one who thinks he stands should take heed lest he fall.

From What can I say?, Joshua works his way around to the real focus: What will You do for Your great name? The Israelites were not on trial in these battles. A bunch of escaped slaves from Egypt were hardly a matter of concern to battle-tested warriors in Canaan. It was God’s reputation that had struck fear into the hearts of the people in the land. It was God’s Name that had been sullied by the defeat of the Israelites.

God responds in the way that Joshua needs. It sounds, as I read it, less gentle than some might want it, but it hits Joshua right where he needs it. God tells Joshua to get up. Get up off the ground. Joshua was not even sure why he was there. He starts with lamenting God bringing them into the Promised Land then his own lapse in judgment, but he does not reach the heart of the matter: sin. God tells Joshua to get up and go deal with the sin in the camp.

It bears note that only one man took anything from Jericho. And all of the Israelites suffered for that transgression. That might seem unjust, but his family must have known that those things were not in their possession before Jericho and they were now.  So his family was in on this. There must have been other people who saw him carrying stuff away from Jericho. You cannot take a beautiful mantle from Shinar and two hundred shekels of silver and a bar of gold fifty shekels in weight and no one notices. So there were other fighters who had seen Achan’s wrong and said nothing.

I could rewind this whole story back to the spies and apply this as making sure that I involve God in all my decisions — from the Jerichos to the Ais; the overwhelming to the seemingly insignificant.

I could skip to the end and realize that sin never impacts only one person. Achan brought judgment on all the Israelites and severe judgment on the heads of his family members.

But I think that dwelling in the middle is important this morning. I need to remember that my bad decisions are not God’s fault. In point of fact, my bad decisions are most often those about which I have consulted God the least. Joshua took human counsel, but failed to bring that counsel to God and get His input. The lives of those who died attacking Ai might have been spared had Joshua gone to God for strategy BEFORE attacking the city. God would have told Joshua to purge the sin from the camp before attacking Ai and another victory would have been won. Instead, 36 men died in battle because of one man’s sin and another man’s failure to check in with God about his planned course of action.

Father, please keep in my mind the truth that You are interested in every aspect of my life and that consulting You about everything is not a waste of my time, but the best way to live a fruitful life that brings glory to Your Name. Thank You for being interested in even the minute details of my life and for being willing to step in and do good in, for, and through me.

SOAP Journal – 05 May 2017 (Deuteronomy 7:22-24)

The LORD your God will clear away these nations before you little by little; you will not be able to put an end to them quickly, for the wild beasts would grow too numerous for you. But the LORD your God will deliver them before you, and will throw them into great confusion until they are destroyed. He will deliver their kings into your hand so that you will make their name perish from under heaven; no man will be able to stand before you until you have destroyed them.

Deuteronomy 7:22-24

Moses explains to the Israelites what the conquest of the Promised Land is going to look like. He has already mentioned, and will mention again, the blessings and benefits of obedience to God’s commands. One of those blessings is that God will fight on behalf of the Israelites. And that fighting includes the conquest of the Promised Land.

Moses mentions something that I had not noticed before this morning. He says that God will clear away these nations … little by little.

I had always been under the impression that there was some disobedience when the book of Joshua ends and the Israelites had not wiped out those who had been living in the Promised Land. It seemed like a sort of oversight that should have been rectified and left me wondering how Joshua could say that he and his house would serve the LORD.

As it turns out, Joshua remembered what Moses said here and knew that the conquest of the Promised Land would be a gradual thing. Sure, there were miraculous victories and strongholds were gone, but there was still work to be done. Caleb still had giants to dispossess on his land.

This provides a principle for me. Believers often feel that we should be set free from everything instantaneously; that every sin in our lives should be wiped out the moment we invite Christ to take up residence within us. And with some things, that is precisely what happens. But driving out everything in our lives in an instant would have unforeseen (by us) consequences.

The Israelites could not drive out all the inhabitants of the Promised Land right away because the wild beasts would grow too numerous. God did not say that He would not drive out the inhabitants of the land, only that He would do so gradually, at a pace that allowed the Israelites to grow into the Promised Land.

There are the sins I know about and am aware need to be driven out of my life. I will call these the inhabitants of the land. But there are also things in me that are sinful that I think are just normal behavior. I will call these the beasts of the field. God does not drive out inhabitants so that they can be replaced by wild animals. He did not, in my own life, drive out anger in an instant, but made it a gradual conquest. Anger is now under control, but other sins became apparent in me as anger was brought to heel. Sins that would have completely blindsided me had anger been driven out in a moment.

Thank You, Father, for the deliverance You have already effected in my life. Thank You for the deliverance You have yet to effect, but will in due season. You have promised to drive out the inhabitants at a pace that is appropriate. Please give me the ability to wait on Your timetable and the obedience needed to drive things out as You instruct they be.

SOAP Journal – 07 April 2017 (Numbers 32:23)

But if you will not do so, behold, you have sinned against the LORD, and be sure your sin will find you out.

Numbers 32:23

This statement is made by Moses in the context of the tribes of Gad and Reuben deciding that they want the land that the Israelites had conquered before crossing over the Jordan. Much has probably already been written and said about how Gad and Reuben were focused on the moment and how they were putting barriers — a river, in this instance — between themselves and the rest of the Israelites. I do not plan to think too much about those things this morning. Much has definitely been written about the promise this statement responds to. Gad and Reuben promise to send their fighting men across the Jordan with the rest of the Israelites and help them conquer the Promised Land before returning to the side of the Jordan they were on. And the last part of this verse — your sin will find you out — has been quoted in isolation and without full understanding of its context so often that it is absurd.

There are two parts to this statement.

Part one: you have sinned against the LORD. Much later in The Bible, David will write the words against You, You only, I have sinned (Psalm 51:4) when praying that God would forgive him of his adultery with Bathsheba. All sin, whether it involves another person or not, comes back to a violation of God’s Law and an offense against God. While people may agree with God’s Law — and many agree with some portion of it — it is not human law that has primarily been transgressed. God’s Law overrules human law. Thus more than a few conscientious objectors pointed to God’s Law — Do not murder. — as a justification for refusing to kill anyone in war while still doing their best to obey the spirit of the human law that bade them serve their country in wartime. While it is possible to sin against another person, murder being an excellent example of doing so, the offense will always come back around to sinning against God.

It is in the context of knowing that my sin is ultimately against God that the follow-on — and be sure your sin will find you out — comes into play. This is, in effect, a call out to the omniscience of God; to God’s all-knowing nature. I cannot sin in secret where God is concerned. And my sin has consequences. Like every action, there is a resultant reaction. While Isaac Newton probably did not have sin in mind when he wrote that physical law down, it is generally true. Sometimes, the reaction happens in a way that I do not anticipate. Sometimes it is immediate, while other times it seems to delay. But I should never think that the reaction; the consequence of my sin is not coming. More, I need to pay attention to the fact that what Moses is calling a sin in this verse is people not keeping their word; not making good on their promises.

The application is straightforward. All sin is, at its core, a violation of God’s Law and every sin is, first and foremost, against God. And every sin, no matter how seemingly innocuous, has consequences that come from it.

Father, thank You for this reminder of the nature of sin. Thank You for the reminder that the consequences come, regardless of how long they seem to take in so doing.